BEST?!

In the middle of night,
I am not alone,
accompany by books,
and also a desktop.

I am burning midnight oil,
for what?
perhaps family,
perhaps myself.

As you all believe that I could do well,
but I dont think so.
I am just forcing myself,
to get what you all expect.

The word " add oil",
has become a STRESS.
Your belief,
is just what you have expect,
and what I have to do is,
get your EXPECT,
become expect-ED.

I have done nothing to this family,
STUDY HARD is the only mission in my life.
Result does mean everything.

When your parents told you,
just try your best,
my baby.
It means by,
you HAVE TO try your UPPERMOST best to achieve what they expect.

That's all for today.