My World. My Life.

Sometimes, we just dont want to be a selfish person, so we share. But what u shared, may not appreciated. It is going to be a waste. =( We are just sharing, why you guys just critic this and critic that? I am trying to be kind, but... Since nobody appreciate it, then fine, I am not going to be kind anymore. I dont want to share anymore.

Since I was sharing with you, then you just get it quietly. If you really dont need it or you got a reliable teacher to provide you those reliable "prediction" then u can just ignore what I send you. I am just SHARING!

No more sharing start from today.

Again,
I am alone,
with books and computer.

I'm feeling lifeless.

RedBull,
the BEST beverage in this world.
Now,
I'm just like a BULL,
trying my uppermost best,
to study Sejarah.

In the middle of night,
I am not alone,
accompany by books,
and also a desktop.

I am burning midnight oil,
for what?
perhaps family,
perhaps myself.

As you all believe that I could do well,
but I dont think so.
I am just forcing myself,
to get what you all expect.

The word " add oil",
has become a STRESS.
Your belief,
is just what you have expect,
and what I have to do is,
get your EXPECT,
become expect-ED.

I have done nothing to this family,
STUDY HARD is the only mission in my life.
Result does mean everything.

When your parents told you,
just try your best,
my baby.
It means by,
you HAVE TO try your UPPERMOST best to achieve what they expect.

That's all for today.

I am going to graduate from SMJK Chung Hwa Confucian. I don't know how to express the feeling right now. The school I hate, has turned into the school I love. 5 years of secondary life in Chung Hwa Confucian, gave me a lot of memories with friends and teachers.

I am still remember that the first day I went into SMJK Chung Hwa Confucian, I dont even dare to go toilet alone. Because my brother told me that his friends met GHOST in the school toilet. Oh My God~ I am afraid of that thing... T^T

That time I thought that primary school is still the BEST, cause inside SRJK(C) Chung Hwa Confucian has no GHOST. Childish right?? xD But this is how a kid thinks!

Time flies, now i dare to go toilet alone, because there is no GHOST in this world. Anyway, this is not the main point of loving the school when I am going to graduate from this school. But, all my friends and teachers. Some teachers and friends may not like me, I know. But, still lot of people loving me, thats why I am still in love with this school.

Form 3, being a president of Leo Club. From a girl who does not dare to talk with public change into an active member in LEO, even Lion Richard also said so. =) The advantages of being part of LEO FAMILY. Well, this club gave me a lot of happiness but it does still gave me a lot of sadness. Deeply, disappointed with myself for the failure leadership. Will try to improve myself in the future to be a better and more qualify leader.

The first day I reached KL it was already 11pm. Uncle Kim Choon brought us to eat bak kut teh which is in dry. Although it may not taste like super nice, it was still tasting great! After having our supper, we went back to Uncle Kim Choon's house to sleep. Tomorrow will be the BIG day for aunty Michelle and I, both of us couldn't sleep tight, the feeling of nervous was sleeping with us for the whole night. Anyway, I dreamed about we were success for our visa application.

The next morning, uncle Kim Choon drove us to US embassy for the interview. While taking turn to get into the embassy, I was so nervous, feeling that my heart was going to pump out of my mouth. We went through the security check and walked for a short distance to the office, the feeling still wasn't great, I was still being nervous.

After getting our number, we sat in the visitor room. The embassy was so crowded. While waiting, I noticed that not much people be successful for the visa application, it made me feeling more nervous. Finally our number is announced and I thought finally its our turn to be interviewed. Unfortunately, when we went into the office, it was just handing up our appointment letter and other documents. How time flies, our number is then announced again, but it was still not the time for interview. We went to counter number 3 and has our finger print. The officer couldn't get my finger print on my right hand side, xD.

While waiting for our turn to be interviewed, I noticed a handsome officer in counter 8. xD, not bad looking, thumb up!

Time flies again and finally our number is announced. Now, we can go for interview. Its quite lucky, because we can interview by the young and handsome officer. "Number 66, counter 8". At the starting, aunt Michelle was the only one answering questions asked by the officer and I was just being quiet and standing beside my aunt. Finally, the officer asked me questions and I was don't know what was he asking because of his soft voice.

After that, I don't know what to answer anymore, my aunt quickly hand up my documents to the officer and the officer kept asking me a lot of questions and just ignored of my aunt. Finally, Our visa application is approved. Now, I can go to US! To the officer, I LOVE YOU! xD...

I joked with my family, I told them our visa application is success because that I am CUTE! xD. The officer ignored my aunt because she is no longer cute anymore. xP

Seriously, I dont really like that someone who is annoying. As well as you know what you want, then just stop for acting innocent. I never stop you from loving the one you love, but just stop talking about him beside me. I am not jealous that you have the one you LIKE and the one he is also LOVING you. But do you mind to care about my feeling?

REMEMBER (Jino's TIPS)
Dont give a person any hope if you didnt manage to together with him.

To the BOY,
stop acting that you are good enough. Who knows what you think inside your heart? I freaking hate the feeling right now...

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US consultant,
Can you pls let me to go US for my holiday... T^T... pls...

When I am tiring cause of burning midnight oil,
I swore that I will study during the night of Friday and the day of Saturday.
But then,
It is Sunday AFTERNOON!!!
I am still FACEBOOK-ing, and Blogging!!
Ish myself... !!! =((

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Here, I want to share a page with you guys. Aww, this page is awesome. Although the photo taking skill not as pro as professional ( PRO than me lerr), but some of the photos really awesome. I love it so much, so, owner of the page, i would like to promote your page to everyone FOC. =)

Yeah, soon i am going to be an OFFICIAL photographer for my Uncle Boy's wedding. It will be a great opportunities for myself to improve my photo taking skill. =)

heehehee... Bye Bye. Feel free to visit that page.. <3

To my love,
You are awesome,
Although you may not have an awesome look.

To my love,
You are awesome,
With your sunshine smile.

To my love,
You are sweet,
When you smile on me.

To my love,
You are nice,
When you show me your heart that fulfilled with love.

To my love,
You will always be the one I love.
I love you.

Good evening all the readers, here I am back to this blog again. Well, about something that really burn my fire, I am gonna to scold whatever I want to say. Just get off if you feel that you are the one I mentioned. =)

Again, never promise if you couldnt do it, do it if you promised. I am such a kind of person, since i promised that I would not repeat the SAME mistake. That means I WILL NOT DO IT/ REPEAT IT AGAIN. Hey, human are movable. It doesnt mean that now I am standing beside a tree, then I MUST stand next to it for forever, or rest of my life. It doesnt mean that!

If you dont sure about something, just get it off and stop annoying. I am just wondering why your parents give birth to you but then why dont they give you a brain to think? I dont know who you are, but once you step on my tail, that means you gonna meet a lot of trouble. I will not scold you face to face or what, but then I will scold you by words. Dont worry, no rude words, simple language ONLY. =)

You may not read this, but then it might good for you and I too. You will never get angry, down or what, and I will never get any internal injury cause of you.

I never say that who is the one i mentioned in facebook, please, dont poke your nose into my business. Okay? Aikz, facebook has no privacy. Whatever I said always cause misunderstanding. Why? Human like to take seat with the ticket number? Huh?? Is it you want me to mentioned who I was scolding to let everyone know who I was scolding? Hey, better dont. Because I worry la, worry next time i scold you then everyone in my friendlist know it.

After getting the opinion from my Form teacher and my BM teacher, I have decided that I am gonna to study for NUTRITION/ FOOD SCIENCE. Just wait for me, either TARC or TAYLOR'S, either UK or KL, just wait me patiently.

So now, I must work much more harder on my chemistry and BIO. Anyway, I have step on my first step to understand chemistry. Next, mathematics. Of course, I am sure I can get an A+ for my modern maths, yet I still have to work hard and study smart. =)

I dont know whether the decision made correct or not, I dont know whether I will change my target in the future of not. But as what Heizy's aunt taught her, pick the one u love, Love the one you pick. That's all... <3 the future of myself, <3 myself in my future.

Continue to STUDY, Bye Com, Bye Bed. Miss you, Love you.

I promised myself, Leo Quiz will be the last function I attend in Leo for this year. As you know, this year is quite IMPORTANT, for me. I would like to concentrate on my study and then only will continue my Leo Life. Leo Life, we can always enjoy, But SPM， we just have once in our life. I choose SPM, but sometimes i dont have the qualification to decide where am i going.

As a club president, I should attend any project that my members attend, to make sure their safety. As a step sis, I should support Kelvin in the competition. So, should i attend the function on tomorrow?

I aim for 8As', i am not sure whether i can get it or not, but i would like to try. Seriously, the more time i spend on LEO, the less time i can use for study. How to decide? I dont know...

Hey guys, I am back again. Seriously, exam just 2 weeks left. Yet, I got my ranking of the first term exam. I dont know what should i talk bout such kind of result, but it was damn disappointing me. T^T. Well, it is expected, so Cheer.

Finally I know, I am not good enough. Do you remember as i said, in F3 I was TOP 5? Did i mentioned that I was in the third class that time? Till now I am still Top 5 in the third class, but in the second class ( my current class), I am in 28th!!! Can I know what is going on?

Well, I watched RIO today with my elder sis as i promised her yesterday. Actually we wanted to watch HOP, but the time was not suit to us. Seriously, I wanted to watch Never say never, but my sis wanted to watch CARTOON! Ishhh... No choice, I have to go with her.

The RIO damn stupid but CUTE. Seriously, while i am walking into the cinema, the feeling was so scary. The cinema so big, so dark, so quiet and there is only 4 person inside the cinema! Total up 11 ppls inside the cinema for watching this stupid cartoon.

RIO, just like a normal love story. The difference between RIO and the normal love story is RIO much more stupid lurh. But still CUTE!!

After movie, we went to 1st Avenue to have a cup of chatime! Seriously, I am fall in love with CHATIME. For me, Cool Blog already consider as OUTDATED! Not enough healthy, Not enough standard.

After that, we went to Bread History to buy 2 slides of cake, then, meet up with my aunt. Then we went to LAm CHa Na ( a street that full with book store) to look for F4 Biology Text book! Well, we couldnt find the booked wanted at there. Then, we went to tan mark which is located at Pulau Tikus. Finally, I got it!!

Yea, this is me. Yet, I have to told you guys that i bought the first DSLR of my life. You know? My heart was with the DOUBLE emotions during I pay. RM2990, flew away just because of that, But, i am happy with I am going to have my LOVELY camera in life.

I would like to talk about my result in this blog post, that's why i chosen this photo as " one picture say a thousand word". My result, DAMN POOR. I know, it is because of i didnt put any effort on this exam. So, i swear to work much more harder la.

BM- 68%
BI- 73%
BC- 64%
MM- 84%
MT- 84%
PM- 53%
SJ- 47%
BO- 55%
FZ- 64%
KM- 42%

OMG, My chemistry and History FAILED! Just like kidney FAILURE. Hahaha... Well, I got 28th in my class. Suck, but just like what I expected. Luckily, I didnt got 30 and above. If it happened, I am sure, the tears will drop!

So, Jino, You should work harder d! Gambateh!!!

Nowadays, I am totally fall in love with JJ's old songs. especially, ZhiDuiNiShuo. Awww... this song is so sweet, and i wish that it could be a day, the one loves me will sing that song for me. Of course I know, JJ did it! He sang that for me.

I non stop singing that song during the lesson, finally today I asked Susu. How do you feel about this song. She came out with the word, I feel like MaMaDei lo. Okayyy... Dont misunderstand, PLS do continue to read about what i posted.

I never say I have a good voice, good singing skill. Whee... So, I accept the critics. But, I dont want a critic that is quite... I want to know WHY. But, never mind, since I cant get the answer from my best friend, then i will get it from my future singing teacher. HeeHee...

Yea, the main theme of my blog: I want to SHOW OFF, I am going to find a teacher to teach me HOW TO SING. It was so amazing, and I would like to be the one good in singing, dancing and playing music instruments.

Today Pin Chi Kin asked me: Shu Hwei, will you take part in singing competition organized by CHOIR? My first OS: OMG~! Why did he asked so? Is it he listened what i sang during the lesson? Oh~ His seat is just BESIDE me, that's why. When i answered, NOPE, not going to take part. He used a question markS' face to look at me, Jun Hong also looked at me.

I just told him, dont MEMPERSIASUIKAN DIRI, that means, I am a girl have ZiZhiZhiMing. in other word, I am a shy girl, maybe AUTISM?

Anyway, I dare not to sing before I learn, I know I dont have a good voice, good singing skill, so, i give up the chances provided on TODAY. And, I Would not be REGRET!

Hey, This is another blog of JiNo Yew. Seriously, this blog purposely for English Blog post. Why do I need to do so? because, it looks systematic and i don't like ROJAK! That means I don't wish to have a blog which is using MIX languages in my blog. Another reason, I wish to improve my language. That's why.

Yea, today is quite a big day for me. Why? Its SCHOOL REOPEN DAY. As well as i am not really happy with my result. But i never blame. As what JJ sang, what you do is what you get. Perhaps, the effort I put in my study is still not enough. Hence, promise myself, will try to do much more better in the future.

Jino, do you think you can do much more better in your future study? Yes, I can. Kindly visit my older blog at www.XiiaoPrince521.blogspot.com

Another, do you guys mind to click the nuffang for me? Your help is appreciated.

* I might have a lot of grammar mistake in this post, but i will try to improve my English.